yep... plain and simple.. I sucked from the start... and will keep sucking along the way... I dont have a purpose anymore... I give up.. and theres no reason to explain myself..

Yes I realize how much I neglect my D.A. accound, I just havenent been satisfied with my art lately, I might make occasional posts of things I somewhat like... til then... bye

recently depressed... I feel really bad for what my friends inangus and iris are going through.... (not going to descuss the problems here because its not my place to do so) but I look up to them at my school and love them both. I wish I had the ability to remedy all problems, I wish I knew what to do... but all I know how to do is just be there.. stand there like a stray puppy hoping they will give a hint of something I can do to make them feel better... I guess being there is all I can do and im not gifted in verbal support...

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Havent drawn anything new because i dont feel that im doing things right.... just practicing body proportions and such... figuring out what I want to do and how im gonna do it... Im going to draw mayra boyle's whitepawz sooner or later because shes my life Idol and I want to grow up to be just like her
anyway... yeah... had to espress here for those few who care... gawdamn I feel so useless...

yeah.. feelin a little better, really happy with my sketch of whitie (mira) but still lots of homework shoved in my face for the weekend.... maybe a nap and I'll get to it..... or doodle some aisu heads... donno... I love me & whitie's fursonas! ^^

school makes me slow in the head... seriously.. I havent been feeling like myself lately... and the homework.... god i hate the homework.... need to just settle down and think... maybe take a break from DA fer a while... and needin to check on whitie because I havent heard from her in a while (2 days).